money mass alcohol and power over me
I used to think that I was a god.
That I am worse than the rest honestly
I thought no one should touch me
I used to think that I was very important.
As I grew up I found out more
I have all the money in the world
I could have had two women around me
I would have had a pile of money behind me, anything
Couldn't make me happy my ass
Life was a failure, she wanted me to go to the club
Don't go and drink and all that
Something but I would have gone anyway had I not been able to come.
he was so selfish he left me
I lost my son, my father also passed away
I am gone, I have lost my father, I have lost everything
lost
Diya I said Avengers 2 movie next
week is coming we liked marble
he also likes marvel
I felt as if he knew of his death.
went because it felt like they
Told me yes, this happened, my life changed completely.
Gone is the way I used to live with my father
doing all this after going through all this
Eventually I became a baker and started committing thefts.
I felt like I didn't have any idea or job.
If I could not progress then I mean
There was absolutely nothing in Birmingham and I
Shati had wrapped her sweater around her head.
I was planning to freeze only one sweater.
wrapped around my entire body like this
and I was having a cup when a Mohsin
The famous man came towards me and laid me on the floor.
I saw him lying there and asked what happened, I said brother
Please leave me alone, I said.
leave me alone come stay with me
So at that time I asked him why he did this
Why are you doing this he just replied
His answer to Allah Ta'ala was only
This is in my life for the sake of Allah Taala
It was the first time when someone touched the depths of the heart.
Helped me with revelations because he
He only wanted my good, that is, only me.
why i was so happy
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Assalam alekum ibrahim bhai towards
From the point of view of turning, we are here for your arrival.
I am famous from the bottom of my heart, the beginning of the conversation
Like this I will tell who is Ibrahim Fateh
Can you tell us about your life?
Mukhtasar will say Wailkum Assalam and
Rahmatullahi wa barkatahu my name is Ibrahim
Fatay, earlier my name was Joseph Johnson.
As in Black Pool in North West UK
Born Christian Growing up with me
They kept throwing me out of high school
Gave I never went to college I drink
I smoke and take drugs excessively
I was more misguided in Islam 2018
confessed and became a better person than before
a good father and a better person and
Alhamdulillah that's how it all started
How was your life in terms of Iman?
What were your thoughts as a child?
I was a Christian, I was a child and my Holi
Communion and Confirmation took place and I am God.
But I believed that when I was a child
Even then I believed in God but when I
If I was a Christian then there was no fear of God in me.
I believed in God and His prophets.
But also, but growing up, I didn't believe it.
Since Jesus is the Christ, the school
Even in those times, I remained in Shoko Shuba.
Even in school I had the same attitude that one ear
Listen to this verse and remove it from the other ear.
The things I didn't understand
It was that Jesus is God, I don't believe in it
I practiced Christianity with all my boyish heart.
We Christians used to climb on Sunday only Sunday
He climbs up to Hardwar only for himself.
climb means you go there and
Then come back home i.e. to the site
Not that much discipline, just once a week
go for prayer and go back
Most people sin and then every one
Finally we go there i.e. to Hardwar
Most people understand that in this way they
forgives their sins even if they
No matter what he does, he goes to heaven
I will tell you how my teenage years were.
Teenage Queen was very difficult because
I was growing up and I thought that
hanging out partying drinking and
Girls, these kinds of things make me happy.
When I turned 18, I also
Money, Woman, Alcohol and Power.
I consider myself a god
I used to consider myself worse than people.
Honestly I thought someone was touching me
I thought I was very
I am important and this was very wrong
I really hate my mother, I used to think that this
things will keep me happy because i'm happy
I didn't know anything like this in this world
I've never been happy
I could have all the money in the world
There were dozens of women around me, my circle.
There would have been a pile of money behind but I would have been happy
It is not possible that nothing makes me happy.
I could have done anything but not happiness
As I grew up, I got
I kept getting more and more and more and more and more
I became equally unhappy, meaning I
The situation got worse because I thought that
If all this can't make me happy then something
Can't even make me happy and I remain sad and
I was often sad, I was misguided, my
I had no guidance, I went out of my way at night
I drink too much and when I regain my senses
If I had lost my passion, I would have had no one
No one would be with me like a friend
Want me to get down with them and
Then we all do this together I think
That this friend is not really a friend to me anymore
I have found out that I have a son my tawa
ji life was a failure she wanted me
I don't go to clubs and don't drink, but
i kept going to the club i kept going there i kept going there i
he was so selfish he left me
I also lost my son and